DrunkenWriter (![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} rustyimmelman) wrote,@ 2006-01-05 01:02:00 |
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Plans
I've made no plans for so long now that not making them has become them. Every time I try to build an idea, it seems that it gets smashed by one tragedy or another (and I'm thinking mostly of personal things here, not globally, although I think of them with a frequency that one would call 'insistent').
The bottom line of it all is that, if i see a doctor tomorrow, they'll only tell me to stop drinking, something which I am not prepared to do. But, I will see the doctor. I will see what he says. It's been a long time of blood-vomit, and this seems to be the height, so, given the new year, we'll invite his ugly prognosis into my life.
Full report to follow. Whether you like it or not.
I've made no plans for so long now that not making them has become them. Every time I try to build an idea, it seems that it gets smashed by one tragedy or another (and I'm thinking mostly of personal things here, not globally, although I think of them with a frequency that one would call 'insistent').
The bottom line of it all is that, if i see a doctor tomorrow, they'll only tell me to stop drinking, something which I am not prepared to do. But, I will see the doctor. I will see what he says. It's been a long time of blood-vomit, and this seems to be the height, so, given the new year, we'll invite his ugly prognosis into my life.
Full report to follow. Whether you like it or not.
