DrunkenWriter (rustyimmelman) wrote,
DrunkenWriter
rustyimmelman

Plans

I've made no plans for so long now that not making them has become them. Every time I try to build an idea, it seems that it gets smashed by one tragedy or another (and I'm thinking mostly of personal things here, not globally, although I think of them with a frequency that one would call 'insistent').
        The bottom line of it all is that, if i see a doctor tomorrow, they'll only tell me to stop drinking, something which I am not prepared to do. But, I will see the doctor. I will see what he says. It's been a long time of blood-vomit, and this seems to be the height, so, given the new year, we'll invite his ugly prognosis into my life.

        Full report to follow. Whether you like it or not.
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